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[Mar. 14th, 2005|10:21 pm] |
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Hey whats up with all yas? |
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| Crossfade is the shit |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|10:24 am] |
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| | Crossfade-cold | ] |
Cold Lyrics
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|08:55 am] |
You are a fire angel! Very headstrong and willfull,
you can accomplish anything you want. You are
constantly doing something and therefore have
no time for anything else! But you are like a
flame, burning with energy and happiness, then
gloomy and depressed.
Which natural angel are you? (awe-inspiring pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|10:08 pm] |
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Hey peeps.....whats up with yalls.....not much here just, school, school, and more school. That is my only activity that and tv, phone, and movies. I am bored out of my mind. My computer is on the fritz, and we no longer have the internet. This place blows. It is no better than Crescent City. I bearly have any real friends, I mean I have a gang like you guys, but its all the same, plus they are all duke imprusiators(sp?)They all try to do the "party boy" as they call it. I call it the Rico savue. You can hate a person with a firey passion and then move a way and you realize that hi was a good friend. Duke I am sorry for all the stuff a was mean to you about. So back to me ranting. This place blowsand swallows. But living so close to Kansas City I get to go to a Toby MAc concert in April. And there is supposed to be a greenday concert and a motley crew concert too i have to find out when though. well ttyl hit be back.
Toe Toe |
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| GREEN DAY |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|12:26 pm] |
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GREEN DAY RULES IAM LISTENING TO AMERICAN IDOIT RIGHT NOW IT RULES OK THE REAL REASON I AM WRITING I CAN'T CHECK MY XANGA BECASUE I DON'T HAVE INTERNET ANYMORE AND THE SKOOL BLOCKS IT...TYPE MESSAGES TO ME HERE PLEASE |
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| skool |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|08:58 am] |
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Whats up peeps...NMH...just got back in skool....we had skool on friday two weeks ago and then the next monday but thats is.....it was cancelled due to snowed in....rock on....So haven't heard much from any of yea alls. My computer is being gay so I can't bring up a web page.....and my dad cancelled our internet so lata |
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| Snow |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|05:58 pm] |
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IT SNOWED HERE IN HOLTON LAST NIGHT! IT SNOWED! THE GROUND WAS COVERED IN SNOW IT WAS AT LEAST 4-5 INCHES. |
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| alone |
[Nov. 26th, 2004|03:55 pm] |
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| | alone | ] |
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| | Good Charlotte-predictible | ] |
I feel so alone....theres no one to talk to....no one to yell at.....all alone online....bored out of my mind....xanga is a better website....yeah....so....um....TFK rox.....Good Charlotte rox also but they are better....i don't care what you respond with right now i am just alone.....for now color me gone. |
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| Hi |
[Nov. 22nd, 2004|12:49 pm] |
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| | I miss you-Blink 182 | ] |
I am ok I gots a new journal at xanga.com same user name so check it out. Um........to see a world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wildflower to hold infinity in the plam of your hand and enterinty in a hour. Pain heals.....chicks dig scars.....glory lasts forever-Shane Falco: The Replacements |
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| Simple Plans new lyrics |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|06:06 pm] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
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| | Welcome to my life-Simple Plan | ] |
Welcome To My Life Lyrics
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
I love this song!!!!! |
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| Jazz is happy |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|05:33 pm] |
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| | Rawkfist-TFK | ] |
I am soooooo happy here i really am. I do miss my few friends back in CC CA but i am really happy herre i have new great friens and a boyfriend and i like the skool and i am in a band and learnin to play the guitar better and the best part about it is i haven't thought about the gay ass bastard Trevor once sense i moved here (with now as n exception) But its great cold as all hell and veeerrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy small but i do like it i even like most of my classes. So yeah i just thought i would let you know that even though i miss you guys and i am constantly talking about you guys to my new friends especially Tiffany and Mary and Julie like every day but i cant talk about them three without someones else being in it to like if i was talking about how jess just walks up to guys and grab there sacks and how britt is the quite perfect ice queen fridge bitch or duke being rico swavea and him "uncing" everyone. its quite funny i have a gang in CC and now i have a gang in K-sas so yeah i have the best birthday present in the world for mary and i heard shes finally come into the boy world so i wish i was there for that but mostly i wish i could like come back to cc and pick up everyone and move them hear so i could have my new life and my old. its really weird. so yeah whelp i better go ttyl.
Happy
Jazz |
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| K-sas |
[Nov. 12th, 2004|03:51 pm] |
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Hey peeps
Sry haven't wrote in a long time. So I here in Kansas yep. well yeah i am going to a kansas city vs chargers game on Nov. 28 so look for me on tv k?
ttyl
Jazz |
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| Sorry |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|12:22 pm] |
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| | Good Charlotte-Girls v.s. Boys | ] |
All I can say to everyone is sorry I was really pissed off that day and sad at the same time I knew this livejournal thing was a bad idea. I don't have an excuse for the copying you mary. I don't know why we always feel we have to compete over everything. For that I am sorry. Brittany I didn't mean to jump your shit I was already pissed at you and that little coment about my dad didn't help either. I am sorry to everyone, but the most sorry to mary because it took me this long to say sorry and to figure out that I was the one that ruined our friendship. I won't be using my livejournal anymore this will be my last journal entry. Lata Dayz |
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| Mary |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|02:57 pm] |
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For many of you who haven't heard me and Mary aren't friends anymore and I was reading her journal I wish we were friends again. She is mad at me for something I had no control over and now I am moving to Holton Kanas and she doesn't care weither I am dead or alive. I know how corney it sounds and I couldn't careless what the hell everyone thinks of me, but I do miss Mary. |
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| School |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|01:29 pm] |
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| | Rawkfist-Thousand Foot Krutch | ] |
I went school clothes shopping.
I bought Chuck Taylors.
5 pairs of pants.
2 t-shirts one that says: I love my boyfriends best friend
and the other says I love Nerds.
a belt from Hot Topic
and another Humblot hoodie.
I love school clothes shopping. |
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| Moving |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|01:26 pm] |
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| | The young and the hopless-GC | ] |
I am moving to Kanas |
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| Thousand Foot Krutch |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|10:15 pm] |
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Thousand Foot Krutch is on the John!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By Julie D. |
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| Brittany |
[Aug. 21st, 2004|10:54 pm] |
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| | Hero-Superchic(k) | ] |
Yesterday Brittany made me so mad she yelled at me for something that isn't any of her business. She is still hung over is what I would call it, over Trevor. Last I heard is that she didn't give a rats ass about him and then yesterday she jumps my shit for hanging out at Tiffany's like it is any of her damn business that Tiffany and I have become friends, she thought I was just over there for chance that Trevor might show up. That is so not even it me and Tiff have become friends I go over there almost everyday, why because summer is long and boring and she isn't like my other friends she doesn't always ask me for money yes some of my friends don't either but alot of them do and when they do that it feels like that is the only reason to have me around, the only reason to deal with my shit. So I got to know Tiff and she isn't like any of my friends at all that is why we get along so well. Yes Trevor does come over but most of the time when I am not there she tells me she wanted me there. We have become greater friends then me and Mary ever did and we did it in 3 months. Now I know no one wants to hear what the hell I have to say, so then don't read it and if you already did then keep your comments to yourself good or bad lately I really don't care what you all think of me. Lata Dayz
~Still Here~
~Jazz~
Notice I am writing it like an e-mail. |
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| skool |
[Jan. 19th, 1970|07:12 pm] |
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Hey waz up my hommies NMH! I am just chillin in my AEP class. Typing up a poem for speech class. So I haven't heard a peep from any of u's lately. I mean I TRYED to talk to Julie last night but she couldn't talk right then and she was SUPPOSED to call me back but never did. Its ok though I get it you all are just happy to finally have me out of your lives. I get its ok you dont' have to pretend I won't bother you guys anymore. By the way I miss you and DUKE I hate to say it but I miss you to all mainly because alot of people here try and "party boy" people and no one can do it like you. I even met a dude who calls himself Rico. so Yah you are the better one there all impurantors. well I will go and hide in my little corner and not bother you guys again bye~Toe Toe AKA Jazz AKA LNG AKA little neighbor gurl |
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